Sunday, June 26, 2011

Boring weekends

Have realized that things can get pretty boring when you're alone. Things get worse if you are stubborn. No way that I'll tell people that I need their company. Things get even worse when you don't know who's friend and who's not. People pretend and easily get favors out of you and simply ignore calls when you need them. I wonder if i even understand friendship anymore. It can't be that i'm the honest guy in all these bunch of smartarses.

I wish i was not such a social retard. It was so much better in college in company of all the retards. No game-face.
But whats gone is gone. And you are all alone. Left out for the dogs.

Time for good old Pink Floyd i guess.. Lets see how long it hangs in there.

Friday, July 09, 2010

Humility


We get hurt by the smallest irrelevant things. Which in turn serves as a lesson to mankind about humility. As capable a man is, as strong as he can be, time and again, we have been reminded about this vulnerability by nature, by gods, and by time.

The young, vulnerable by his emotions, wishes seamless power and control. He wants what he can't have. Bound by his own vows, paralyzed by his own fears, he would still wish for things to happen, he believes in magic. Time teaches humility. time teaches to accept. Time teaches that you can't want.

Free man, as he is born, is a wonderful creature. He can achieve the impossible. But life is long. On the way, he is indebted by the favors he took. It takes an infinitesimal to ask for a favor but lifetimes to return a favor back.

Time as a concept, is a complex one. Various theories over centuries have tried to decipher it. Is it linear? Can we go into past, or future? are we reborn? do we live the same life again? Is there a parallel universe? Do we have a better life there?

Eisenstein, the genius of our times, put forward very complicated, but seemingly logical theories about time. His theories explain most of results of modern day physical experiments we can perform. But the extensions of his theories, those we are not capable of testing at the moment, sound as impossible as earth being round would to a cave man.

I like it. I fancy it. But I don't want it. Because once I have it, I don't know what to do with it. So I will let this one go. And probably it's the best. Because time has taught me... to be content with what I have. Others have taught me, never to ask but to earn. It is nice to have unconditional love, but it would be unfair to demand for it.

I shouldn't be selfish. Or perhaps I'm foolish. Or maybe plain dumb. Rather lazy. Or just a very well trained dog. Maybe I fake too well.
You shall never know.

- Modified 'Run run run' by Floyd
So i make my face up in
my favorite disguise.
With my button down lips and my
roller blind eyes.
With my empty smile
And my hungry heart.
Feel the bile rising from my guilty past.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

The curse of Midas touch.. - Source Wikipedia

Midas was king of Pessinus, a city of Phrygia, who as a child was adopted by the king Gordias and Cybele, the goddess whose consort he was, and who (by some accounts) was the goddess-mother of Midas himself.

Once, as Ovid relates in Metamorphoses XI Bacchus found his old schoolmaster and foster father, the satyr Silenus, missing.

The old satyr had been drinking wine and had wandered away drunk, later to be found by some Phrygian peasants, who carried him to their king, Midas (alternatively, he passed out in Midas' rose garden). Midas recognized him and treated him hospitably, entertaining him for ten days and nights with politeness, while Silenus entertained Midas and his friends with stories and songs.

On the eleventh day, he brought Silenus back to Bacchus in Lydia. Bacchus offered Midas his choice of whatever reward he wished for. Midas asked that whatever he might touch should be changed into gold.

Midas rejoiced in his new power, which he hastened to put to the test. He touched an oak twig and a stone; both turned to gold. Overjoyed, as soon as he got home, he ordered the servants to set a feast on the table. "So Midas, king of Lydia, swelled at first with pride when he found he could transform everything he touched to gold; but when he beheld his food grow rigid and his drink harden into golden ice then he understood that this gift was a bane and in his loathing for gold, cursed his prayer" (Claudian, In Rufinem). In a version told by Nathaniel Hawthorne, Midas found that when he touched his daughter, she turned into a statue as well.

Now, Midas hated the gift he had coveted. He prayed to Bacchus, begging to be delivered from starvation. Bacchus heard, and consented; he told Midas to wash in the river Pactolus.

Midas did so, and when he touched the waters, the power flowed into the river, and the river sands turned into gold. This explained why the river Pactolus was so rich in gold, and the wealth of the dynasty claiming Midas as its forefather no doubt the impetus for this etiological myth (Graves). Gold was perhaps not the only metallic source of Midas' riches: "King Midas, a Phrygian, son of Cybele, first discovered black and white lead".

Saturday, April 10, 2010

These are mysterious times...

We have thought about the glorious day when we will be celebrated and gods will shower rose petals on our way to the extraordinarily beautified arena.

And what a nice thought it was.

Now we realize that what we really need are dumb people who can be made to believe about the superficial greatness of a usually dumber human being.
Facts:
+ Men need(like) to be worked(ordered).
+ Men are too foolish to understand or acknowledge the good that is being done to them.
+ The idea of a free man is the recipe for a disaster.
+ All gods have died in a plane crash.
+ Existence of life is by accident.
+ Simple thinking works.

Saint is the one who is neither sadden by bad news nor ecstatic by good news.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

Hey... Ever felt home sick..

Today I am going home and I`ve just realized that the moments before you have to catch the train or flight to home you feel most homesick.

Doing nothing for the last 5 days may also be the reason...
I just can`t wait to get home and have something good to eat.

vacations for a month............yippe

Thursday, June 15, 2006

Cricket : India Vs England 2nd Test ,5th day,Mohali. England tour of India 2006.

1. Mr Yuvraj Singh, at home ground gesturing at fans.















2.Kumble bowling .















3. Retiring for lunch.















4. Dravid(New captain) and Tendulkar maybe ......thinking.















5. Young guns of india.















6. Commentators discussing during the lunch.















7. England bowling. Dravid batting with rock solid defence .















8. An english supporter. Came all the way from England to watch them play. (but the poms lost :D)















9. My friend : Mohit Chug enjoying the excitment.















10. Can you find me in the pack?
















11. Mr. Jaspal Bhatti, artist of the famed T.V. show "The Flop Show." also came to watch the match.















12. Dad(left) with friends.















13. Win just a few runs away now.















14. And the winning moments.















15. And the tricolour flies again.















16. Another English supporter . Probably drank too much beer.















17. The presentation ceremony.
Man of the match : Mr. Anil Kumble.